We have to give our testimonies in small groups tomorrow. Everyone else probably has theirs all written and knows exactly what to say. Myself? Completely the opposite.
I'm not sure why I'm finding this so hard. I've been a Christian for pretty much as long as I can remember. Of course, there are times when my faith has faltered and I've "walked away." But, I've never been far from God's reach. I know this. I know all the "right" words. I just feel like my testimony is semi-boring (no, I'm not going to make anything up, of course).
I have sat down to write it and figure it out numerous times this week - to no avail. I still have nothing written and, clearly, nothing prepared. I don't even know where to begin. Even the outline or whatever in the book hasn't been much help. Writing has never been hard for me - even things like this.
I know, I'm making it sound like it's some school assignment or something. I can't even think clearly... This past month has held a host of ups and downs. I've seen God's hands in many ways this past month.
There's a huge possibility this won't get done by tomorrow either. There's always next month, I guess. Maybe hearing other people's will be an encouragement to me or give me some idea of where to go with it.