How Did I End Up Here?

Sunday, June 26, 2011 2 comments
I don't know what has happened. Lately, I feel so disconnected from everyone. And, I'm not sure it's my imagination. Have I turned everyone off from me? I've really been working on my attitude and trying to be more outgoing (which is really hard and sometimes exhausting for me).

I know I've been busy and I know other people are, too. But, I honestly feel like I make an effort to keep in touch with everyone. It's hard not having my friends in the exact same stage of life as me - some are nowhere near the same stage and have their own families. I'm pretty understanding and that doesn't necessarily bother me. No one should feel badly, it's just life. I get it.

At the same time, though, I just wonder how everything seemed to change from a few moths ago. How did this disconnection come to be and when will I feel like I am not drifting away from everyone? Booo...


  • Davesgirl said...

    You aren't alone! We are all going through the changes right now- life is in a state of flux. What helps me is to just trust that all my friends still love me and want to be with me, but things are too busy with their responsibilities! Sometimes our feelings don't match reality, so just speak truth to yourself. Sorry there aren't too many people in the same stage of life as you though- that is hard.

    I wish I were better at keeping in touch with people- in any case, I am thinking of you often if that helps :)

  • Young People in Love said...

    Just found your blog :) I know how you's the worst. Usually when I get feeling disconnected, I paint. It helps me feel grounded and more ok with everything. Hope you get feelin better, love!

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